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This is pretty obvious. I am just leaving this note here. Surrender, etc. are about courage. The courage to ultimately never give up on oneself, and eventually, the courage to not even want control as an illusion [there is no control], and to simply choose peace and equanimity, more and more.
That is, because your true self already contains anything. The world is already beautiful... It doesn't just magically go broken.
Though I can understand your confusion.
Don't worry if you *hate surrender*, or find it hard, I found it too. Just don't give up on courage. Napoleon: "Nothing is lost as long as courage remains."